Superficial alleviation of the responsibility to grow.
The illusion that you are not powerful enough to transform your world.
This heavy shit came to me as I continue to work through healing processes and negative habit reversal. It only felt right to share.
Let's just start here and dig deeper as we go.
This is how I've come to define the core causes that keep us from being our greatest expression and our truest selves.
They shape-shift too.
It could appear as that job that pays just good enough to keep you from acknowledging it's time to leave.
It could be that person whose number you refuse to delete...just to keep the door open a crack.
It could be the voice in your mind that says "this is just the way I am" as an empty justification.
Whatever the symptomatic circumstance the root desire and urge keeps the same familiar signature.
Fear of what we would be if things not just changed, but evolved.
Also a very fundamental truth makes itself clear....
Growing hurts. Parts of it suck...real bad...and, to be straight up, we don't HAVE to choose it.
We could easily say "Nah, I'm good" to evolution and growth and keep on doing some kind of living. People do it everyday for a lifetime.
But....
You may be one of a few who when faced with the opportunity to bypass your greatest self being realized, something just won't let you.
Through the distraction, the doubt, the self-sabotage you stand at a proverbial fork in the the road (yall know how I like analogies lol). There is a pull to the one side leading to more of what you've seen, known and felt before...the underwhelming state you find yourself in.
It comes with something that feels like comfort but it's not. It's just toxic familiarity.
Then there's the other side. The one that inspires honesty with the self. It has an allure to it too. It's a challenge, it's scary, its calling you. The uncertainty of this path has always made you hesitate to step toward it. Right now, though, feels different.
To some reading this the full ability to relate may be further along in your journey.
I'm projecting a bit for you.
For others, you know exactly what I'm describing and you know exactly which road you must take at the fork. In your spirit you know.
This inner conflict is natural and essential to deciding who you are.
Note the word: decide.
We are conditioned to feel certain things about ourselves. Things that were determined for us. What breaks this habit, sets us forth on a new path and restores our innate power to shape our world as we see fit is choice.
Acknowledging the power to choose, and accepting all that come with it. Finding out how to be in harmony with this gift. This is only and greatest obstacle.
I'm beaming high vibrations, love and light to all, especially in regards to surmounting of this obstacle and I hope that your choice brings what you desire most.